The day i 'ran' out from home

Hehe~it seems like my blog did not update for a 'decade'...wakakaka ><

So to improve my english, i'm gonna start my blog in english plus our school encourage us to speak more in english...i know is quite hard for me to change my language but i'll try my best!

After i 'ran' out from home, i need to start a new life which is no parents guiding~~~I used to be protected by my dear parents...but~ from now on i have to try my best to live my life independently.

I had never get home sick~~until the day i 'ran' out from my home...i am seriously emo-ing~! I felt like hating myself because i cant even hold my tears when i went to the airport~~~i am very useless...even some of my friends, they come to here by themselves and they didn't really felt a bit of sadness or anything~~~

I am very clear with my aim...My aim to come here is to study~but this morning...although i am happy to join a new college life, i felt that everything surrounding me is very strange to me...i am not sure that i can throw all these mindset away but i am trying my best to suit myself in a new surrounding~

Oh God~~when can i set aside all my homesickness, strange feeling and stress??

I am really lost myself...by the way~is time to off to sleep...bye guys! see you next time =D